Inner Teen Day 5 & 6
Day 5 asks: What healthy outlets can I channel her feelings into?
The Oracle:
Fearless Expression
Being unapologetically me is the way to give her some of what she is missing. She couldn’t be carefree as I have heard other people were when they were teens. What I can do for my inner teen is to let her be as creative as she wants. To take risks. I am not a huge risk taker. I had to be so calculated in my teens to not rock the boat. Now I get to not only rock the boat but swim in the open seas.
Clarifiers / The Work:
10 of Cups / Ace of Swords / 10 of Swords Reversed
Releasing myself of the burdens and stress that I have put myself under (10 of Swords) and allowing myself to explore new things and take risks (Ace of Swords). Finding my own found family and support system as I lean into just being me is important. (10 of Cups).
Day 6
Day 6 asks: What can I do to make her feel seen?
The Oracle:
Accept and Receive
The way to make her feel seen is to accept that the choices she made as a teen are what she needed to do at the time and to receive what she can from others. I can’t physically go back in time and do this lifetime over, but I still can move forward with healthier ideals. This means being open to asking and receiving help and not just being a servant for others.
Clarifiers / The Work:
Judgement Reversed / 3 of Cups / The Magician
I pulled both Judgment and The Magician earlier this week. Judgment Reverse reminds me that even though I wasn’t being seen for me it is not too late for me to be. I still have the same magic that was inside me when I was a teen (The Magician) it has just been waiting there for me to let it out in the open. Similarly to Day 4 leaning on my friends and family is the way to go forward. Asking for help is such a big thing for me. I don’t need to show up and pretend to have all the answers. I can trust in my circle that they have me the way that I have them. The relationship I am building with people is a two-way street and I don’t have to put up pylons and close off my part of the street while continuing to service theirs.
